Quick update
well, I ended up going home last week (after only being back at school for a day and a half) to have surgery done to get the kidney stones removed. The first day of classes was Monday and I couldn't even go to all of them because I was sick all day long... yuk. So... I called my dad and he came to my rescue early Tuesday morning. I spent the night in the hospital and at 7:30 on Wednesday I went into surgery. Now I'm trying to recover, still actually. I was home until Saturday, so I missed the first week of classes... not so great... but I'm doing better now.
Okay... so last time I wrote I said that Jesse and I had split up.... again. Last week he came to me and told me that he was sorry and he does want to marry me. But that he's not ready yet and he got scared. He wasn't trying to get backtogether with me either, which was great, but he wanted me to know where his heart was. (know that I'm telling the really really short version) He said that he had let fear dictate our relationship and he hadn't seen it until just recently, and he needed time to work on that, but when he was ready he would let me know. Of course he knows me and knows my heart... and I will wait for him. He's just gotta prove himself... and he knows it. ;) so... when he feels the Lord give him the go ahead, the all clear, then we're going to be together again. I'm just so excited and it's really really hard to be patient; because he knows that I've wanted to marry him and known that he's the one for me since like... oh gosh I don't know... a long time ago. Now, he knows that I'm the one for him, in his words, "there's no other woman for me, your everything I want in a woman." So the Lord is definetly testing my patience and trying to teach me to have more patience through this. Of that I am convinced. We see eachother and talk occasionally, but if we do the time must be limited, because he's still working through a lot, and so am I. I have a hard time trusting. So I'm still working on that. :)
In other news... (I feel like a reporter, lol) I'm still waiting to hear back from Veronica and Shawn (they run Homework House) about this semester and getting into that new school. I went down to the office yesterday I think it was and talked with them. Shawn called the new school while I was there and set up a meeting, so now we're just waiting. I'm really really excited about this opportunity. I want to make a difference, and this is going to allow for that! *sigh* so yay! :)
My freind Holly got engaged!!! I'm so happy for her!! Chris (her fiance) is great, he graduated from Cornerstone last semester, he's a nice and he treats her the best that she deserves. If he didn't... I'd kick his behind!!! :D I'm excited to help her plan the wedding! o:) She's one of my best freinds out here, actually probably the girl that knows me the best. She's definetly a blessing to my life!
Okay... I think that I've covered all the high points... so ... I'm gonna go to bed because I have to get up in like 5 hours! ahh!!! bad sammie!
I John 4:18
"There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love."
if you get a chance you should hear this song... it's great!
Okay... so last time I wrote I said that Jesse and I had split up.... again. Last week he came to me and told me that he was sorry and he does want to marry me. But that he's not ready yet and he got scared. He wasn't trying to get backtogether with me either, which was great, but he wanted me to know where his heart was. (know that I'm telling the really really short version) He said that he had let fear dictate our relationship and he hadn't seen it until just recently, and he needed time to work on that, but when he was ready he would let me know. Of course he knows me and knows my heart... and I will wait for him. He's just gotta prove himself... and he knows it. ;) so... when he feels the Lord give him the go ahead, the all clear, then we're going to be together again. I'm just so excited and it's really really hard to be patient; because he knows that I've wanted to marry him and known that he's the one for me since like... oh gosh I don't know... a long time ago. Now, he knows that I'm the one for him, in his words, "there's no other woman for me, your everything I want in a woman." So the Lord is definetly testing my patience and trying to teach me to have more patience through this. Of that I am convinced. We see eachother and talk occasionally, but if we do the time must be limited, because he's still working through a lot, and so am I. I have a hard time trusting. So I'm still working on that. :)
In other news... (I feel like a reporter, lol) I'm still waiting to hear back from Veronica and Shawn (they run Homework House) about this semester and getting into that new school. I went down to the office yesterday I think it was and talked with them. Shawn called the new school while I was there and set up a meeting, so now we're just waiting. I'm really really excited about this opportunity. I want to make a difference, and this is going to allow for that! *sigh* so yay! :)
My freind Holly got engaged!!! I'm so happy for her!! Chris (her fiance) is great, he graduated from Cornerstone last semester, he's a nice and he treats her the best that she deserves. If he didn't... I'd kick his behind!!! :D I'm excited to help her plan the wedding! o:) She's one of my best freinds out here, actually probably the girl that knows me the best. She's definetly a blessing to my life!
Okay... I think that I've covered all the high points... so ... I'm gonna go to bed because I have to get up in like 5 hours! ahh!!! bad sammie!
I John 4:18
"There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love."
if you get a chance you should hear this song... it's great!