Oct 01, 2004 11:10
It's finally Friday and I'll be leaving the office in about an hour. I'm a little sad because the rest of the gang is in Woodstock for Kid's Day and I'm at work. I should be there, but I can't be in two places at once. At least, not on this day. My family is coming to see the faire this weekend. Mom, Dad, four aunts, and uncle, and a cousin. It will be their first time at a Renaissance Faire and I'm anxious to see how they like it.
And, they are meeting B tonight. He's nervous. I don't think he has anything to worry about. As long as he respects me and treats me like a lady, my father won't hurt him. Haha! Dad saw his picture at the website and made some sort of comment like, "He looks like a big guy. If he raises a hand to my daughter...". I suddenly had visions of my dad getting together with Ironsides, Thumper in hand, ready for action. No worries. B does treat me like a lady and respects me more than any man I've ever known. With the exception of dad, of course. It's nice to be in love. More than nice. It's like a wish come true...Once upon a dream...
My allergies are acting up. I don't feel bad, just can't stop the runny nose and dry cough. Grrr. Not now! But I knew it would come. I gotten this same stupid allergy reaction this week for the last 7 or 8 years. I never dealt with allergies as a child. Now all of a sudden, boom. Clockwork. I hate it.
And of all these things, there is only one thing on my mind...Will I or won't I? I'm prepared...almost. I should be excited about seeing Brian, my family, friends, the show tomorrow...There's just that one thing that will hang in the air till it happens...if it happens. I just have to stop thinking about it and see where fate will take me next.