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so, i think i might sound retarded in this entry, but fuck whatever i wanna be able to read this stuff when i'm older and know what was going on, so yeah cool.
so i was having some breakdown type of thing about school and dance. and i've realized a lot of things about life in general.
i had this entire life plan for myself. i'd get straight A's, 4.0 GPA, lots of extra-cirruculers, join clubs, do community service and then i'd get into Stanford. then i'd get a masters and PhD in psychology and open my own practice.
anyway, while i was having this breakdown my mom talked to me and i've decided that even if i don't get into stanford, i'll still have an okay life. i honestly never thought that that was even possible before a few days ago. so every time i got a B on anything, i'd freak out because it would ruin my chance at life...mmm yeah crazy.
alright, well i had a chemistry test and feel fine about it.
and i feel myself getting better at dance since i relaxed about it. so i'm doing good.
so i was having some breakdown type of thing about school and dance. and i've realized a lot of things about life in general.
i had this entire life plan for myself. i'd get straight A's, 4.0 GPA, lots of extra-cirruculers, join clubs, do community service and then i'd get into Stanford. then i'd get a masters and PhD in psychology and open my own practice.
anyway, while i was having this breakdown my mom talked to me and i've decided that even if i don't get into stanford, i'll still have an okay life. i honestly never thought that that was even possible before a few days ago. so every time i got a B on anything, i'd freak out because it would ruin my chance at life...mmm yeah crazy.
alright, well i had a chemistry test and feel fine about it.
and i feel myself getting better at dance since i relaxed about it. so i'm doing good.