*Sigh*
I know my last update made me sound, oh I don't know, happy. I only wish I could still feel that way. The one person that I love more then anything in the whole fucking world told me that he just wanted to be friends and he is sorry for leading me on and he feels like a jackass for saying somethings to me. My father is being a coldhearted bastard and keeps starting fights with me. I really thought that him being 47 he would be just a little bit more mature then this. School is starting in 8 days so at least I can have a place to see people that are me "friends". Last night when I saved Alex from that party, we were talking outside and I really could think of maybe 3 people that have never lied to me. How fucked up is that? I was taken back by it to tell you the truth. Why is it that everyone lies to me?