okay...
So I know that most people don't think that there are soul mates or anything but I do. And Ihave been thinking and I found mine. I know who he is. But even though I know who he is and we have dated, he is gone. Its kinda sad that it has taken me this long to relize it. But it makes a lot of sense. Ever since we broke up, I just don't feel like myself. I went into depression after we broke up and that was when i started really cutting myself again. Im not going to cry over this person anymore but if he does read this(i doubt he will), but if he does then he should know the impact that he had on my life. This is the one person that I wanted to be with for the rest of my life. And now looking back, I think that those times he was at my house,well, it would have been diffrent. So I guess thats it. Its sad that it took me this long, but it did. Nothing I can do now.