☼ ♥11.08.14
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Livejournal is always on the back of my mind but I just never really end up posting anything. But today is a new start. New layout, new description, new about me page. I think my blog was up for a whole new make-over. It just screamed for it. So here it is! A new layout, a new me! I'm not the same 15 year old that started this blog, I'm turning 19 in a new weeks and starting university and I couldn't be much happier. Life is moving along the same way but I'm making new friends, new interests and getting to know myself a lot along the way.
I'm confident in myself a little, but there is still some anxiety and/or paranoia. But slowly I'm starting to indulge myself in my interests that makes me forget the negativity and I'm becoming a positive person. I know, reading about my self-improvement is never fun but I can tell you something, if I can do it then there is always hope for people to look ahead in life that things will get better.
University, such a huge step like I almost don't want to put my feet in it but I'm so excited. I can't wait to sit in my lectures and soak in all the information that I can. I have lots of hope riding on this, my parents want me to do this, to do well. And for that I'm changing up myself a bit. I'm gonna walk away from the negativity, surround myself around positive people, study more, even workout more and be healthy. So I'll hope that I can show some improvement in marks and make myself and my parents happy.
I'm working on a new story, Blame, its really Bastille based. I'm not out of the JE fandom, just to let you know. I'm in love with Yamada Ryosuke and everything to do with that company but I'm fangirling about it in my own way. But yes, Blame, absolutely lovely story I think. Me and my lovely friend have started. So if you'd like give it a read!
Have fun reading!
Love you all <3