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So.
I believe I had a breakdown last night. Today I can feel that it made my head woozy. I can't focus, I can't breathe deeply enough, I'm not hungry.
The worst part, though, was sitting on Oscar's porch at 3am listening to her complain about her father. Why do people complain about their fathers? There are so many things I'd like to say to her. So many things she should know, but she never will. I'll never tell her. I wish I could.
I can feel a divide growing inside me. How do I merge the two people I've become into one?