It is what it is.
I took a wonderful bath (oh how I love baths), and as I stood to get out of the tub I could see almost all of myself in the mirror. Sadly, my main thought from this is that I will never really like how i look. I'm sure there isn't anything wrong with my body, but I don't think I'll ever really be content. That's how things are for most people I suppose. The strange thing is that I really only think this when I see myself naked. Even when I'm wearing just a bra and panties I'm pretty ok with how I am, even liking my body sometimes. I used to say it's because I'm super skinny and like curvy girls (which is true), but now that I'm more normal person sized, I'm sure it's just more of my poor self esteem coming out in a bad way. This is definitely not a cry for compliments, and I'm disabling comments. I just had a thought that made me think some more and figured I'd note it down.