its pissing me off lah okay
P.S.: this is not another emo post. i just want to vent my anger. hehehehehehee.
seriously, the school authorities, discipline teachers and whatever shit, they are pissing me off.
AT LEAST I HAD THE INITIATIVE TO CUT MY HAIR. AND MY FRINGE IS DAMN SHORT.
who cares about the sideburns, for god's sake? i'm not a guy.
LOOK AT THE PLANNER. do they look for sideburns for girl, for me?
bloody hell.
and my teacher had to look at me in such a manner OBVIOUSLY thinking in her puny brain SAYING:
"this girl is really not ready for school. look at her hair. its so messy and improper. look at her grades last term.
ohh well. she's a MALAY retained student. she really bring down the image of herself and her family and....etc."
obviously.
i just cut my nails a week ago, and they had to say my nails are dirty.
obviously its dirty because the school table is dirty and i was writing in it.
you know, it always seem that I AM ALWAYS WRONG IN SOME WAYS OR ANOTHER.
even if i'm not wrong, teachers will ALWAYS find fault.
they say if i blog about teachers and school, i will be in deep trouble.
now sue me for all i care.
i seriously have no fucking motivation to study. look at the way teachers look down on me.
they keep thinking im some bad criminal or something. and then set me aside and alienated me.
no motivation. no effort. nothing sia.
fine, i was stupid, selfish and not caring for others. i dont care about others who love me. that was the past.
and yes, we make mistakes and help one another. but some people just.......dont want to help me up.
ahhh. i cannot go on. i hate school and i have no friends.
OK DAH IM DONE WITH MY VENTING MOOD.
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yadda. i am a happy lamb once again. i made a porn show all by myself. sharin's the author.
ok dont kill me. i was just kidding.
seriously, the school authorities, discipline teachers and whatever shit, they are pissing me off.
AT LEAST I HAD THE INITIATIVE TO CUT MY HAIR. AND MY FRINGE IS DAMN SHORT.
who cares about the sideburns, for god's sake? i'm not a guy.
LOOK AT THE PLANNER. do they look for sideburns for girl, for me?
bloody hell.
and my teacher had to look at me in such a manner OBVIOUSLY thinking in her puny brain SAYING:
"this girl is really not ready for school. look at her hair. its so messy and improper. look at her grades last term.
ohh well. she's a MALAY retained student. she really bring down the image of herself and her family and....etc."
obviously.
i just cut my nails a week ago, and they had to say my nails are dirty.
obviously its dirty because the school table is dirty and i was writing in it.
you know, it always seem that I AM ALWAYS WRONG IN SOME WAYS OR ANOTHER.
even if i'm not wrong, teachers will ALWAYS find fault.
they say if i blog about teachers and school, i will be in deep trouble.
now sue me for all i care.
i seriously have no fucking motivation to study. look at the way teachers look down on me.
they keep thinking im some bad criminal or something. and then set me aside and alienated me.
no motivation. no effort. nothing sia.
fine, i was stupid, selfish and not caring for others. i dont care about others who love me. that was the past.
and yes, we make mistakes and help one another. but some people just.......dont want to help me up.
ahhh. i cannot go on. i hate school and i have no friends.
OK DAH IM DONE WITH MY VENTING MOOD.
sdfoighjdsuiohjgiohjiofgjhiofgjdiohgjdhiojgfiohjfgiojhofgijhdoijhofgijihodigjhoifgjhibnsduaifbhsduiafa.
yadda. i am a happy lamb once again. i made a porn show all by myself. sharin's the author.
ok dont kill me. i was just kidding.