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Had 4 pancakes for breakfast before I realized what I was doing..DUMBASS, it's too natural for me, i get up and go to the kitchen like I've done since I could get breakfast for myself. Maybe I'll try sleeping in longer.
I am not going to weigh myself until Friday...(haha yahhh that's a good one) well I'm gonna try anyway.
My cousin is sleepin over Friday and she's a real anorexic, 5'7 98 pounds, she's gained about 10 pounds lately which is good because she scares the hell outta me sometimes but at the same time I wish I could have that much willpower and I'm jelous. Jelous of herslef, yah I'm F*cked up.
Got a top, well took one from K-Mart cause yah I'm that cool, but hopefully it will give me some thinspiration for summer. O and I got some tanning stuff too, but I'm not gonna use it till I've seen 144, which is how much I am supposed to weigh on Tuesday which is bullsh*t since I'm soo of schedule. Also I'm hopefully gonna run 2 miles a day this week. That's my goal anyway.
I'm ranting,
I am not going to weigh myself until Friday...(haha yahhh that's a good one) well I'm gonna try anyway.
My cousin is sleepin over Friday and she's a real anorexic, 5'7 98 pounds, she's gained about 10 pounds lately which is good because she scares the hell outta me sometimes but at the same time I wish I could have that much willpower and I'm jelous. Jelous of herslef, yah I'm F*cked up.
Got a top, well took one from K-Mart cause yah I'm that cool, but hopefully it will give me some thinspiration for summer. O and I got some tanning stuff too, but I'm not gonna use it till I've seen 144, which is how much I am supposed to weigh on Tuesday which is bullsh*t since I'm soo of schedule. Also I'm hopefully gonna run 2 miles a day this week. That's my goal anyway.
I'm ranting,