Suppose he only wants to talk to me in the safe confines of the public where he can't be harassed

[dainty_beauty]

He hardly showed up today. It's a slow day. He didn't reply my emails, we didn't e-talk in general. Nothing to see here folks, move along. Though to be fair, he often made it obvious that he's busy with either work, exam, ignoring me, papers, jerking off on his guitar (kiddin' but he is capable of that, believe me. In fact they were a paraphrased remark from him), or all of the above.

:-(

So I became one of thooooooose people. Where having a crush is like the single, exlusive worthwhile excuse for them to blog. That is rather pathetic.