Not so bitter now
At least he gave me something to blog about. I haven't blogged for years because there was nothing worthwhile to blog about. I wouldn't call a self-deluding, fanciful infatuation a noble blog topic, but I recognize it for what it is and it gets things off my chest.
I'd just really like to talk to him. Just hear from him once in a while. Why is he not replying my emails. Are they.....fuck it. I can't purport to know what goes in his squishy yet beautifully sophisticated and overly stimulated brain.
I'd just really like to talk to him. Just hear from him once in a while. Why is he not replying my emails. Are they.....fuck it. I can't purport to know what goes in his squishy yet beautifully sophisticated and overly stimulated brain.