bleh
I REALLY need to rethink the whole party thing. I mean the CONCEPT is great but the actual event is just fucking annoying. I like talking to people but not too many. But what if I want to see more than five people in one night?
THAT would stress me out too.
Not being able to see every one.
But having too mny people, too many voices, too many tones, and subtle movements to pay attention to is just way too much work and stimulation for me.
gah... think think think.
should food food.
My head hurts and hurts and hurts.
I hate fucking nightmares.
This journal is REALLY suppised to be about my health, but I guess, for right now, I can't really have a moment that isn't HEAVILY tied into the concerns of my state of health-physical or mental.
hmm... need to convince my brain that the feeling in my stomaceh is hunger.
That is important.
It means i need food.
So I can have energy.
And do more than just walk from a bed to a chair, a chair to a couch.
Wash. rinse. repeat.
low blood sugar.
no sense.
HAHA! Hi new friends! what a day for you guys to see the new journal!
New day new start! i need to start writing here more often.
THAT would stress me out too.
Not being able to see every one.
But having too mny people, too many voices, too many tones, and subtle movements to pay attention to is just way too much work and stimulation for me.
gah... think think think.
should food food.
My head hurts and hurts and hurts.
I hate fucking nightmares.
This journal is REALLY suppised to be about my health, but I guess, for right now, I can't really have a moment that isn't HEAVILY tied into the concerns of my state of health-physical or mental.
hmm... need to convince my brain that the feeling in my stomaceh is hunger.
That is important.
It means i need food.
So I can have energy.
And do more than just walk from a bed to a chair, a chair to a couch.
Wash. rinse. repeat.
low blood sugar.
no sense.
HAHA! Hi new friends! what a day for you guys to see the new journal!
New day new start! i need to start writing here more often.