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can someone please tell me why it's 6 in the morning and i still cant sleep. && why my heart feels like its breaking into a million pieces && why i feel like i'm falling apart. && tell me why i've been crying for 3 1/2 hours straight. && why i keep telling myself that everythings gonna be ok when i know damn well that its not! && i know for a fact that its gonna keep hurting and its gonna be this way for a long time. tell me why this always happens to me && why no one listens to me when i say i know whats coming. theres no way i can be THAT happy for a long period of time. so goodbye to it all...i've already fallen flat on my face and now i'm slipping...slipping off this cliff. i'm only holding on to a tiny twig. i hear the twig breaking....i watch myself falling...and now i'm gone! =(