calling david
i sucked up my pride and called david. since breaking it off with david on saturday, i have been feeling guilty. the guilt is not only from breaking it off with david but also having my pms or my erratic mood swings amplifying my feeling being more than just upset.
so i finally called. i told him my reasons and i apologized only for reacting more than i should have. but i am still fucking upset with what he did. he told me he was sorry and i said that i understood that he was and i know that it was my turn to visit him. he also told me after he got off the phone with me, he also got yelled at by his sister. LOL i think i would just love his sister to death. his sister told him that what he did was totally rude and that i was right to yell at him for it. i would definitely love his sister...
he said he also misses me and was afraid to call me because of what happened with his last phone call. i couldnt blame for that... and now i kinda feel ashamed. the whole time i talk to him on the phone, i was just so nervous. ashamed and nervous because i was wrong on my part and having to admit that i was wrong... damn my pride!!
so i finally called. i told him my reasons and i apologized only for reacting more than i should have. but i am still fucking upset with what he did. he told me he was sorry and i said that i understood that he was and i know that it was my turn to visit him. he also told me after he got off the phone with me, he also got yelled at by his sister. LOL i think i would just love his sister to death. his sister told him that what he did was totally rude and that i was right to yell at him for it. i would definitely love his sister...
he said he also misses me and was afraid to call me because of what happened with his last phone call. i couldnt blame for that... and now i kinda feel ashamed. the whole time i talk to him on the phone, i was just so nervous. ashamed and nervous because i was wrong on my part and having to admit that i was wrong... damn my pride!!