I Remember When My Heart Broke...
I was on my way home yesterday and on the bus the song Feel Good Inc. by Gorrilaz played and my first thought was, "I love this song!"
Then after a few moments, something pierced my heart a bit, and then I remembered.
The song was mine and my first love's song.
Sure it's not romantic or whatever, but the reason why it's our song is because he liked the Gorrilaz(I don't know if he still does.) And I liked that song and it became our song.
I remember when I first met him, he was extremely nice, and later on we began to like each other enough that he wanted to be my boy.
But I said no, I wasn't ready to be in a relationship(hell, I'm still not ready.)
So we waited, we were talking for three months.
He would tell me everything about himself.
His name(Kane), age(now 17), where he lived(NYC), who he liked(The Gorillaz), his favorite sport(Baseball), color(blue).
But I never told him anything about myself.
He didn't know my name.
He called me green.
He thought I was 14(back then I was twelve)
He didn't know who I was.
He treasured me.
I wasn't honest with him.
I got my first love heartbreak, I told him my real age, and a week later he got himself a girlfriend.
We stopped talking and everything ended.
I was seriously heartbroken.
I think I may have been the one at fault though.
I lied to him but he was honest with me.
I'm the worst.
I'm sorry, Kane.
Then after a few moments, something pierced my heart a bit, and then I remembered.
The song was mine and my first love's song.
Sure it's not romantic or whatever, but the reason why it's our song is because he liked the Gorrilaz(I don't know if he still does.) And I liked that song and it became our song.
I remember when I first met him, he was extremely nice, and later on we began to like each other enough that he wanted to be my boy.
But I said no, I wasn't ready to be in a relationship(hell, I'm still not ready.)
So we waited, we were talking for three months.
He would tell me everything about himself.
His name(Kane), age(now 17), where he lived(NYC), who he liked(The Gorillaz), his favorite sport(Baseball), color(blue).
But I never told him anything about myself.
He didn't know my name.
He called me green.
He thought I was 14(back then I was twelve)
He didn't know who I was.
He treasured me.
I wasn't honest with him.
I got my first love heartbreak, I told him my real age, and a week later he got himself a girlfriend.
We stopped talking and everything ended.
I was seriously heartbroken.
I think I may have been the one at fault though.
I lied to him but he was honest with me.
I'm the worst.
I'm sorry, Kane.