Mar 04, 2005 19:50
whoa. wen was da last time i used livejournal?
probably like 5 million years ago. i dont kno i juss
dont like keepin journals anymore i guess? but things
are going okay rite now. I'm so kinda not in the mood
because things are realli fucked up. i feel bad cause this kid he used to like me and i think he hates me guts now because i told him i dont like him. so yeah he probably hates me. `nd there's to much drama in mi school it's crazi. at least none of it invovles me. i juss wish ppl would juss mind their business you know wat i mean? nd best friends. would actualli b best friends. but oh well. other den that school was good x3. chilled with mi heart <3 rashidah nd phylicia afta school. i wanted to go to the twins games but i couldnt cause i didnt have a ride =0( (tear). County Champs ( spell check needed). 0ther den that i'm still the same old dorkiie courtney except. i can admit i changed a little bit. i'm not as crazi as i used to be maybe because i'm tired of gettin hurt by " my friends" so with every new scar that you place on my heart. there goes a piece of the Courtney you used to know. You kno wat sucks wen best friends juss change out of nowhere. yeah that does suck alot. i guess u can say that i'm sorta hurt cause of that. but i'll be fine. at least i have mi true pple <3 who i love to death. i'm happi i got one of mi old best friends bac (Kd) it was worth it. afta all the bullshit we went thro togetha last yr. `threw it all i still got mi babi.Sheldon.. okay this entry is gettin long and i'm gettin sadder by the minute. so i'm out --COurtneii
I Sing tO mySelf So NoBOdii HeaRs
ThERes JusS no Escaping The SounDs Of mii TeArs
Miss You so Much. Nd` EvEry Nite ii Cant Get to Sleep it Aint Right
MeMories Keep HolDing Me Down. TheRe's JusS no Fun
When Your NOt aRound. DOnt KNow Wat to Do. Now i'm
fAced with the Truth. Somehow i Thought that we'd always be...
- Tracy Spencer (best song in da world)