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"Why do we play with fire? Why do we run our finger through the flame? Why do we leave our hand on the stove- Although we're in for some pain? Why does it take an accident before the truth gets through to us? Cages or wings? Which do you prefer? Ask the birds. Fear or love, baby? Don't say the answer. Actions speak louder than words. why do we stay with lovers who we know, down deep just aren't right? Why would we rather put ourselves through hell than sleep alone at night?
-Jonathan Larson, "Louder Than Words"
This I stole from becka...but these are the passages that struck me in my time of need. I wont get into graphic detail of what is upsetting me....but its about my fucked up relationship with this man.
He is coming over tonight to talk about what im upset with him and the FUCKED up thing is that HE DOESNT know!!!!! HOW stupid is this guy to not know what he did. Ok to some it up for my jounral he was sexually abusive. And I just got off the phone with him and he thinks it was because he didnt go on a walk with me and that is why imn upset!
im scard....im scard of talking to him...i jsut want to cop out and say nothings wrong its ok..
but this is the second time and i have to say something before it gets worse. im sacred...please give me strenght to stand up for myself.....
-Jonathan Larson, "Louder Than Words"
This I stole from becka...but these are the passages that struck me in my time of need. I wont get into graphic detail of what is upsetting me....but its about my fucked up relationship with this man.
He is coming over tonight to talk about what im upset with him and the FUCKED up thing is that HE DOESNT know!!!!! HOW stupid is this guy to not know what he did. Ok to some it up for my jounral he was sexually abusive. And I just got off the phone with him and he thinks it was because he didnt go on a walk with me and that is why imn upset!
im scard....im scard of talking to him...i jsut want to cop out and say nothings wrong its ok..
but this is the second time and i have to say something before it gets worse. im sacred...please give me strenght to stand up for myself.....