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Okay so first off I didn't sleep at all Last night because (drumroll).... ANNIE HAD HER BABY
Alexander Lee Beyer
8lbs 4oz
19.5 in
D.O.B. NOV 11... 12pm
Her water broke around 2am I got the call that they were at the hospital at 2:45, my mom drove me and Kira up there, I got to sit in the room from 4 am until 8am and help relax Annie a little by rubbing her arm or Back at * the midwife kicked everyone out except Collin (baby's daddy) and My aunt Rachel(baby's g-ma) so for 4 hours I got to wander halls fell asleep for 20 minutes on the floor with my head under a chair (it was darker that way) then for the last hour when it was getting close I was sitting outside the room listening through the door... I was the first person after immediate family who got to see him ^_^ Monday They come home (annie and the baby) so tonight I was supposed to go back up and bring her food that tastes good but I was so tired so my mom went up instead. tomorrow after work I'm going up though...
Okay so there's good news... but on a more sad note I've been feeling kind of depressed, I'm not good with dealing with being away from people... and it seems to be bothering me a lot lately that there aren't a lot of people still around town that I want to hang out with... There's been Maegan and Now Lauren, and I've been wanting to hang out with Andre more but he's almost always busy and I never know what to do when we hang out... I'm not cool enough for him :P
I need to get over a lot of things... first I need a long distance car so I can drive downstate and visit with people, second I need to get over my fear of doing things alone... because even if I had a dependable car I'd be too terrified to make the trip by myself... my problem is I'm great at being dependable for other people, but I can't depend on myself... some of the time I don't know why people bother with me, granted I'm a nice person but I'm paranoid and have low self esteem and who wants to be around someone like that?
Alexander Lee Beyer
8lbs 4oz
19.5 in
D.O.B. NOV 11... 12pm
Her water broke around 2am I got the call that they were at the hospital at 2:45, my mom drove me and Kira up there, I got to sit in the room from 4 am until 8am and help relax Annie a little by rubbing her arm or Back at * the midwife kicked everyone out except Collin (baby's daddy) and My aunt Rachel(baby's g-ma) so for 4 hours I got to wander halls fell asleep for 20 minutes on the floor with my head under a chair (it was darker that way) then for the last hour when it was getting close I was sitting outside the room listening through the door... I was the first person after immediate family who got to see him ^_^ Monday They come home (annie and the baby) so tonight I was supposed to go back up and bring her food that tastes good but I was so tired so my mom went up instead. tomorrow after work I'm going up though...
Okay so there's good news... but on a more sad note I've been feeling kind of depressed, I'm not good with dealing with being away from people... and it seems to be bothering me a lot lately that there aren't a lot of people still around town that I want to hang out with... There's been Maegan and Now Lauren, and I've been wanting to hang out with Andre more but he's almost always busy and I never know what to do when we hang out... I'm not cool enough for him :P
I need to get over a lot of things... first I need a long distance car so I can drive downstate and visit with people, second I need to get over my fear of doing things alone... because even if I had a dependable car I'd be too terrified to make the trip by myself... my problem is I'm great at being dependable for other people, but I can't depend on myself... some of the time I don't know why people bother with me, granted I'm a nice person but I'm paranoid and have low self esteem and who wants to be around someone like that?