Rethoughts . . .
Had a nice hot shower.
But the damn thing wasn't draining right.
They need to either fix the pressure on the other shower, or fix the drain to accommodate those of us who prefer a real shower.
Was thinking about my previous post about Shiny.
Why can't he be painfully explicit?
It would certainly do me a lot of good.
And I realized I'm terribly infatuated with him.
And that people don't kiss cuddlebunnies. That's just a rule.
And we've done more than that. So what the fuck?
What about him rethinking his rules about women?
God damn it.
I need Uber-clarification.
Don't really want to see him tomorrow. But I do. I want to clear things up. So I quit hurting myself through misunderstanding and false conclusions.
And I really need to work on my impulsiveness, especially in the emotional department. >_< (thinks to previous rant)
ちょ バカ!!!!
I guess its better to be an ass online than in RL.
Back hurts . . . XP
Want to call him. Can't. I just want to understand, in even more precise terms than what he gave me, what he wants. Because as much as he tells me I'm incontrol of certain things, he's running the show, and I'm completely lost. Hikaru, what are you doing?
*side note*
For those of you who know me, you realize, my emotions are as fluctuating as a strobe light. Therefore for those of you who don't, I may rant in a post, but I do not however retain that feeling long. I can relive it, but generally once I've posted, unless I post about it repeatedly, I'm emotionally spent on it afterwards.
Enjoy!
But the damn thing wasn't draining right.
They need to either fix the pressure on the other shower, or fix the drain to accommodate those of us who prefer a real shower.
Was thinking about my previous post about Shiny.
Why can't he be painfully explicit?
It would certainly do me a lot of good.
And I realized I'm terribly infatuated with him.
And that people don't kiss cuddlebunnies. That's just a rule.
And we've done more than that. So what the fuck?
What about him rethinking his rules about women?
God damn it.
I need Uber-clarification.
Don't really want to see him tomorrow. But I do. I want to clear things up. So I quit hurting myself through misunderstanding and false conclusions.
And I really need to work on my impulsiveness, especially in the emotional department. >_< (thinks to previous rant)
ちょ バカ!!!!
I guess its better to be an ass online than in RL.
Back hurts . . . XP
Want to call him. Can't. I just want to understand, in even more precise terms than what he gave me, what he wants. Because as much as he tells me I'm incontrol of certain things, he's running the show, and I'm completely lost. Hikaru, what are you doing?
*side note*
For those of you who know me, you realize, my emotions are as fluctuating as a strobe light. Therefore for those of you who don't, I may rant in a post, but I do not however retain that feeling long. I can relive it, but generally once I've posted, unless I post about it repeatedly, I'm emotionally spent on it afterwards.
Enjoy!