May 26, 2006 23:56
Since when is it okay to make fun of someone's insecurities? Oh, that's right, never. However, if your name is David Munnell, then anything's fair game. Who cares if he feels like shit when your done, you've had your laugh.
People wonder why I am so bitter and angry at the world. Well, here it is. How would you like to live your life being told every second of every day what your bad qualities are? AND that they are so funny to everyone that you should just accept it and be quiet? How would it feel to go into a cast that you at one time felt really close to only to find out that that week you just spent alone by yourself was really only you and that everyone actually was out enjoying each others' company somewhere else? Or how about asking someone to do something that night and having them tell you, "Oh, I think I'm going to home and sleep or do homework." Only to hear the next night that they in fact went out with someone else and hung out.
Am I that repulsive to you people? Are the qualities that I display so much different than everyone elses'? I mean, I watch people (They won't actually sit down and have a conversation with me, so all can do really is watch.) all the time and see that every trait and quality people yell at me for and degrade me for is actually something that most other people show outwardly.
I could be standing in front of people slitting my wrists with a razor and they would simply look the other way hoping it would be over soon so they wouldn't have to deal with me. I hate life.