May 04, 2006 00:07
Got the call I hadn't thought I'd gotten. All my crying and pain was for naught. Knee jerk reactions are the worst for one's reputation, but that's who I am, right? But in the stream of things, it makes sense. For me to find that which I truly desire, I must always be humble and gracious. So I ask if I truly deserve what I got. In my defense, I retort with my heart. I have waited for two years for this day. This means so much to me to get it, and I hope everyone realizes this, even with my behavior.
I'm Jack, I'm Jack, I'm Jack.