I can not say how I feel becides writing it out
I am sorry if this upsets you even though I dont think it will... this is a fraction of the pain I feel and yet I laugh it all away. I live for my friends because I lost my life already. "Never regret"
Life is as it once was
A void of emotion
In my sad life
But I do not care
That is my problem
I see no point to myself
I am here to help
My friends need me
And yet I hurt so much
The love that filled my heart
Has fled ever since
I lost my one true love
The love that was not returned
I only got pain instead
I forgave her for everything
Every time she hurt me
And yet she seemed to thrive
She hurt me to see my reaction
My eyes brimed with tears and love
I have been too completely broken
To ever be fully healed
I feel numb to the world
My heart has gone missing
If I could only sleep life away
Life is as it once was
A void of emotion
In my sad life
But I do not care
That is my problem
I see no point to myself
I am here to help
My friends need me
And yet I hurt so much
The love that filled my heart
Has fled ever since
I lost my one true love
The love that was not returned
I only got pain instead
I forgave her for everything
Every time she hurt me
And yet she seemed to thrive
She hurt me to see my reaction
My eyes brimed with tears and love
I have been too completely broken
To ever be fully healed
I feel numb to the world
My heart has gone missing
If I could only sleep life away