First things first...someone passed away yesterday in a horrible accident, the band Bayside was on tour and their van hit a patch of ice and flipped over, their drummer John Holohan was killed in the accident and other member were seriously injured. All though I didn't know him personally this still really really upset me. People can talk as much as they want about how great someone was, it's only when you experience the product of someones greatness when things like this can effect you as this has me. The product of Johns greatness was his music and what he put into it. This guy was amazing at what he did, and he had such an amazing road ahead of him and it's just so horrible that this happened. R.I.P. John Holohan.
on a lighter note, this halloween was no doubt the best halloween ever. and I'm definatly not 7 shots and 6 beers deep in this picture that took place at a Western Illionois University Halloween house party!.... I was Willy Wonka in case you couldn't see it. but yeah visiting amanda was awesome. Not only was it a blast, it was a big eye opener too, I'm not doing what I want right now, there is nothing for me at COD. Which is why I've finally made the decision that I'm transfering to Columbia at the end of this semester, I've already done my application, there's no stopping me now, so I'm excited about that. Also, I met a super cool girl at this party that I would very much like to see more of, which rocks. I'm fianlly starting to do things that I love, and turning my life around into what I really am and want to be. I quit my job at the apartment complex and got a job at hot topic and now I'm transfering to a school I actually want to go to, doing something I actually want to do at Columbia. It's all very exciting. I also think something else is changing for the better right now too, but that will remain a mystery until it happens.
"If you could be my punk rock princess,
I would be your garage band king.
You can tell me why you just dont fit in
And how you're gonna be something"