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[dahchrleaderamy]

*sigh* i feel so bipolar lately. i'm all super happy and then i'm down in the dumps like now. i'm focused and then i have ADD like now. i love the world i hate the world. i have a sense of clarity then i'm confused. i love and hate life right now. i'm optimitsic of the future but i'm scared of the failures ahead of me. i just want to feel your arms

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[paix]

oh man, i'm in that kind of mood too.

[aerkin]

maybe it's time for a change.. life isn't what it used to be if you hate it.

[dahchrleaderamy]

i just hate the fact that i'm so split between all my emotions. that i'm like my mother. that i want to work us out and i can't seem to make the right decision when i know you need it for your piece of mind. i understand that i'll be under a microscope until the good starts to outweigh the bad. i understand that. and yet i still can't seem to make the right decisions to keep us going. i'm sorry. i am trying. i am. i guess i need to find ways to make my efforts more obvious. i'm sorry. i love you. and btw why i'm with u, if we're both so unhappy. because we're happy together. because i love you and i don't want to know what i'd be without you. because i know i can try and make us better. i just need to find the right track. i know we could do so much more together if we are given the chance and i know i'm the one that's putting that in jeopardy..that's y i'm trying. if my attempts aren't enough...i'm sorry...i was zoning in chem today and my ring happened to catch my eye..and i just missed you. i love you. i don't like making you mad

*hug*

[zoinkies]

i made deformed chocolate chip pancakes and thought of laughing at them with you. much love!

Re: *hug*

[dahchrleaderamy]

lol =D

[c3lly]

SEE now u know how it feels -bawahahaha-
no see it's not fun!

no worries come home we'll ahve boba that usually makes it better

WE NEED TO GO CULBIN