What to do, what to do?
So here it is, Sunday night. I should prolly be sleeping or something, but I've got a lot of things on my mind. Good things really, but things none the less. This might be a long one, so be prepared. :P
Friday night Misty, Jenn, and I decided to go out. We took forever trying to figure out what we were going to do, but we decided on bowling. So I invited Joanne along. We took two cars cause Jenn had to work early in the morning and didn't want to stay out late. So I picked Joanne up at her apartment, and we all met at the lanes. We talked for awhile, and Jenn made an ass of me. Then Misty and Jenn left us for home. Joanne and I spent the night driving around Seattle, getting lost, and just talking about anything that came to mind. At about 2am we headed back to her place, but found that she was locked out cause she forgot her keys and didn't want to wake her family up. So I brought her back here. Mind you nothing happend, I slept on the couch, and kept her awake with my snoring all night, while she tried to sleep on the futon. :P
But as I said we talked about a lot of things. We talked about dating and relationships, and what we wanted in the future. And we seemed to hit it off well. Infact, she informed me that we were on a date. I guess a date to her, is going out with someone new and learning about them. Almost like an interview. I thought dating was going out to dinner and a movie, you know, like how they do it in Hollywood. :P So, yeah, I guess we were on a date, less the hand holding, and kissing at the end. :P
Thing is, I had a really good time. And now I can't quit thinking about her. I mean like totally. I wanna just talk with her some more, hang out all the time. I called her today to invite her over just to watch a movie, and was a little dissapointed that she was already busy. I can't really expect her to drop what she's doing to chill with me. I understand that. But I'll still be dissapointed anyways. :P
I guess I just don't know how this is supposed to go. I mean, I've never really dated before. It's always been "Nice to meet you, I guess I'll fix breakfast in the morning." Are there steps involved. Do you have to go on a set number of dates before you can hold hands? What's the protocol here? Not that I want to rush anything. I think she's really great, and I'd hate to fuck something up and not be her friend anymore. I just hate not knowing how things work. :/
And then, not to put the cart before the horse or anything, but have I mentioned how long it's been since I was with another girl? I think I've plum forgot how to be with someone else. What if If I've forgotten how to kiss, or much less other things. Ahh! All this stuff kinda freaks me out. :P I don't want to look the fool when it comes down to it, if it comes down to it that is.
I dunno, I'm more than likely worrying over nothing. I just would really like this to work. I like her a lot, and I think she likes me. And it doesn't hurt that Misty approves and thinks she's a lot of fun (cuts back on stress levels quite a bit). :)
Mebbe I'll go see her during my lunch tomorrow. Just chat for a bit. See what she's up to this week. Mebbe we can get together sometime. Haha, mebbe I'll pass her a note like second period study hall. I never got to do that in High School. What better time than now? :P "Do you like me? Check 'Yes' or 'No'" :) I'm such a goofball.
Anyways, I'm out.
P.S.> Spanky, I hope you didn't spontaniously combust tonight. I'm sure there's a free porn site out there that could help you work off all that, uhm, er, "extra energy." :P
Friday night Misty, Jenn, and I decided to go out. We took forever trying to figure out what we were going to do, but we decided on bowling. So I invited Joanne along. We took two cars cause Jenn had to work early in the morning and didn't want to stay out late. So I picked Joanne up at her apartment, and we all met at the lanes. We talked for awhile, and Jenn made an ass of me. Then Misty and Jenn left us for home. Joanne and I spent the night driving around Seattle, getting lost, and just talking about anything that came to mind. At about 2am we headed back to her place, but found that she was locked out cause she forgot her keys and didn't want to wake her family up. So I brought her back here. Mind you nothing happend, I slept on the couch, and kept her awake with my snoring all night, while she tried to sleep on the futon. :P
But as I said we talked about a lot of things. We talked about dating and relationships, and what we wanted in the future. And we seemed to hit it off well. Infact, she informed me that we were on a date. I guess a date to her, is going out with someone new and learning about them. Almost like an interview. I thought dating was going out to dinner and a movie, you know, like how they do it in Hollywood. :P So, yeah, I guess we were on a date, less the hand holding, and kissing at the end. :P
Thing is, I had a really good time. And now I can't quit thinking about her. I mean like totally. I wanna just talk with her some more, hang out all the time. I called her today to invite her over just to watch a movie, and was a little dissapointed that she was already busy. I can't really expect her to drop what she's doing to chill with me. I understand that. But I'll still be dissapointed anyways. :P
I guess I just don't know how this is supposed to go. I mean, I've never really dated before. It's always been "Nice to meet you, I guess I'll fix breakfast in the morning." Are there steps involved. Do you have to go on a set number of dates before you can hold hands? What's the protocol here? Not that I want to rush anything. I think she's really great, and I'd hate to fuck something up and not be her friend anymore. I just hate not knowing how things work. :/
And then, not to put the cart before the horse or anything, but have I mentioned how long it's been since I was with another girl? I think I've plum forgot how to be with someone else. What if If I've forgotten how to kiss, or much less other things. Ahh! All this stuff kinda freaks me out. :P I don't want to look the fool when it comes down to it, if it comes down to it that is.
I dunno, I'm more than likely worrying over nothing. I just would really like this to work. I like her a lot, and I think she likes me. And it doesn't hurt that Misty approves and thinks she's a lot of fun (cuts back on stress levels quite a bit). :)
Mebbe I'll go see her during my lunch tomorrow. Just chat for a bit. See what she's up to this week. Mebbe we can get together sometime. Haha, mebbe I'll pass her a note like second period study hall. I never got to do that in High School. What better time than now? :P "Do you like me? Check 'Yes' or 'No'" :) I'm such a goofball.
Anyways, I'm out.
P.S.> Spanky, I hope you didn't spontaniously combust tonight. I'm sure there's a free porn site out there that could help you work off all that, uhm, er, "extra energy." :P