Mar 17, 2006 22:03
Everyones out having a great time today
i'm at home alone
well not alone in the sense that people are in my house
alone in the fact the people in my house are so foreign to me it makes me sick when im near them
cassie has been getting bitchier and bitchier to me and ima bout to loose it
i have no drug vent which is upsetting because thats all i wanted for tonite
everyone is on my case
i cant stand the jealousy, hatred, or love anymore
my heart is pounding and im sick of my parents keeping a 2 foot leash on me
i wanna leeve this god foresaken town
and on my way i want to cause everyone close to me as much emotional pain as i can
im not wrong
their are
they always have been
their blind
im fucking crying
i need a drug
morphine would be nice.