Sorry
My own frustration at myself shouldnt be vented at others, I just hate talking about myself or have people do stuff for me. Even my own parents who would give me anything if I ever needed it, I can't stand taking stuff from them I more than anything feel guilty for doing it I don't deserve it. This isn't a self absorbed pity part just the truth, I don't deserve a lot of what people have given me I can't see why they keep trying too.