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[dagoodtimesman]

yea...il admit what happened was fucked up...i mean to an extent, i never fucken touched em...but all in all i could care less what could have happened...yea it was gay but oh well... she might not of deserved it... but she doesnt deserve to walk away from this with no explanations no answers to anythin...she should have to suffer some how just like others.. i hope it haunts u and trails around u... hoping it keeps others knowin what u really r, and to keep u from ever being happy for a really long time, cuz u dont deserve it...u deserve nothin...im sorry but its fucked up... u could have made it so this never happened, u could have talked to us or told us how it is...i always tried for u and tried to do whatever i could...but when i think back..i shouldnt have, i was settin myself up for so much hurt.... setting myself up for a person who is close to worthless by far...and to think i cared so much almost as much as the first girl who was ever perfect to me and was real to me and meant soo much to me..i lost her 2 years ago and it sux... the fact that u compared to her kills me, cuz u r exactly opposite, shes amazing, your a lie....
like i said...im sorry for the other night, it was fucked up......

im not giving in...im just lettin go...

but anyways...Give Up The Ghost and THE BLED in a few weeks, hell ya motha fuckas..