goodbye

Oct 23, 2003 00:31

so to start of...nothin but bullshit and lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies.

on another note..i fuckin hate myself, for ever trying, for thinkin so much and after all these months sharing what i thought was real..when i realize it was a game of fuckin nothin...i confided in u and u fed me what i thought was true...i stuck up for u when 90% of the time ur name was spoken people had somethin bad to say.. now i walk away lookin like an asshole, with nothin to show...rest assure im done and i will never think about coming back or even fuckin allowing myself to think of u or talk to u...these r the final thoughts and the final words...u r history that is thankfully gone and will soon be forgotten....i told u always never to make me regret...and always to be truthfull, i c it was too much..or i just wasnt good enough for it...

And for slamming my door when u walked away..thats fuckin childish...u have no reason to be mad at anythin or anyone but urself...u dug ur own grave so sleep in it..

"What i thought was your astonishing beauty i now know and think is the apitamy of ugliness, and no longer will a peice inside of me die...but hopefully u will" Funer In Fame, Knuckle Sandwich.....with a few extra words thrown in there...

i wish memories lay in your tears. that way u could cry them out, and knowing they will never come back.. I hate this....Goodbye..
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