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blah..i want school to be over..i want my tattoo and im gonna sell my truck and get a cool car..im so filled with thoughts..i cant say certain things becuz they r so undecided..i look like such and asshole in my point of view..will it fade, will it escelate, or will it work...ahh..i dont know..im allways fuck up when somethin like this comes along...
i should be over certain people..all they ever do anymore is ignore me and talk to me ever so often..its bullshit..but when i hear from them i feel so happy..when i should really be like..yea right..but i dont..cuz im a nice guy..blah blah blah..fuck that..especially when they r suppose to be friends of mine.. alot of shit is bullshit...ugghh..it will feel nice after next year when im gone...i will miss quite a few, but feel so happy im distant from some..they wouldt ever care...so y should i..
iv been good lately..i went on a nice lil pot binge...and iv drank more than i have in the past few months or so it seems..iv been good lately tho..im sure it will all slow down again and my head will clear and the bullshit thoughts will come back..once again i shall deal with them like i have for so long...
i should be over certain people..all they ever do anymore is ignore me and talk to me ever so often..its bullshit..but when i hear from them i feel so happy..when i should really be like..yea right..but i dont..cuz im a nice guy..blah blah blah..fuck that..especially when they r suppose to be friends of mine.. alot of shit is bullshit...ugghh..it will feel nice after next year when im gone...i will miss quite a few, but feel so happy im distant from some..they wouldt ever care...so y should i..
iv been good lately..i went on a nice lil pot binge...and iv drank more than i have in the past few months or so it seems..iv been good lately tho..im sure it will all slow down again and my head will clear and the bullshit thoughts will come back..once again i shall deal with them like i have for so long...