Girls...... don't suck......
because some of them are entirely too complicated to get to a sucking point...
this girl .. i hung out with her for a while today (yeah, ok, more like 10-11 hours or so) .. havent talked to her in a little while but i called her for 2 reasons....... and in no particular order..... 1) she called me a couple weeks ago so i was returning her call, and 2) i was horny and really hoping that she would alleviate the congestion that was built up in my scrotum . . .but i should have known (or at least gave care to what i already knew) that both 1 & 2 were bad reasons to call her............. this girl is entirely too fucked up to deal with
when i first met her she was obsessed with some dude, and all i heard about every second of every minute that we spent together was some bullshit about this other guy ... even while we were . . . . . . . . . watching movies . . . . and it was fucking annoying as hell ..... and the guy was almost exactly the same as the guy im gonna describe below (except for this case they were never dating or anything.. in fact he set her up to be raped, or was also involved in her being raped, and she still wanted to be with him.... because "maybe he's not really like that"... tell me thats not fucked up)
[insert long periods of pauses and breaks between talking to her]
then she called a couple weeks ago 2 times and left messages.. i actually did try to return her call within a reasonable amount of time but never got to talk to her... so today because i was [#2] bored i called her up and then got together.......... and what do you know......
endless blah blah blah about some guy shes hung up on now... her "boyfriend" or whatever he is.... not much of a boyfriend considering the entire time we were together today she said how he was probably off cheating on her with his ex girlfriend.... he doesnt treat her right, doesnt care about her, says shit about her to his friends, doesnt let her have any other [guy] friends, ignores her phone calls (and shuts off his phone as he did today, probably too busy drilling the ex), and all this other shit .. . so why is she with him? i dont know, she doesnt know.. shes just fucked up... needs to have someone around, even if its the wrong person..
but she herself is fucked up in her own ways, because now shes cutting her arms and shit over this guy... how do i find these screwy girls? and why, even though i know better, do i still call them? i guess i'm also fucked up....
oh well though.....
the girl i kinda wrote about in one of my last [drunken] entries is somewhat fucked up too i suppose, since she willingly cheats on her boyfriend.... but if shes cheating on him with me then thats ok.. heh. i barely know her so i hope shes not off fucking around with other guys too.. thats how problems begin... on many levels..
at least with this one i know that any sort of relationship would never be possible, you cant start something with a girl whos cheating on her boyfriend.. that only means she would do it to you as well... just enjoy it while it lasts..... and i hope it lasts.... i may have come off a little too strong the other night ;P but she liked it.. since she stayed til 4am
the end.
this girl .. i hung out with her for a while today (yeah, ok, more like 10-11 hours or so) .. havent talked to her in a little while but i called her for 2 reasons....... and in no particular order..... 1) she called me a couple weeks ago so i was returning her call, and 2) i was horny and really hoping that she would alleviate the congestion that was built up in my scrotum . . .but i should have known (or at least gave care to what i already knew) that both 1 & 2 were bad reasons to call her............. this girl is entirely too fucked up to deal with
when i first met her she was obsessed with some dude, and all i heard about every second of every minute that we spent together was some bullshit about this other guy ... even while we were . . . . . . . . . watching movies . . . . and it was fucking annoying as hell ..... and the guy was almost exactly the same as the guy im gonna describe below (except for this case they were never dating or anything.. in fact he set her up to be raped, or was also involved in her being raped, and she still wanted to be with him.... because "maybe he's not really like that"... tell me thats not fucked up)
[insert long periods of pauses and breaks between talking to her]
then she called a couple weeks ago 2 times and left messages.. i actually did try to return her call within a reasonable amount of time but never got to talk to her... so today because i was [#2] bored i called her up and then got together.......... and what do you know......
endless blah blah blah about some guy shes hung up on now... her "boyfriend" or whatever he is.... not much of a boyfriend considering the entire time we were together today she said how he was probably off cheating on her with his ex girlfriend.... he doesnt treat her right, doesnt care about her, says shit about her to his friends, doesnt let her have any other [guy] friends, ignores her phone calls (and shuts off his phone as he did today, probably too busy drilling the ex), and all this other shit .. . so why is she with him? i dont know, she doesnt know.. shes just fucked up... needs to have someone around, even if its the wrong person..
but she herself is fucked up in her own ways, because now shes cutting her arms and shit over this guy... how do i find these screwy girls? and why, even though i know better, do i still call them? i guess i'm also fucked up....
oh well though.....
the girl i kinda wrote about in one of my last [drunken] entries is somewhat fucked up too i suppose, since she willingly cheats on her boyfriend.... but if shes cheating on him with me then thats ok.. heh. i barely know her so i hope shes not off fucking around with other guys too.. thats how problems begin... on many levels..
at least with this one i know that any sort of relationship would never be possible, you cant start something with a girl whos cheating on her boyfriend.. that only means she would do it to you as well... just enjoy it while it lasts..... and i hope it lasts.... i may have come off a little too strong the other night ;P but she liked it.. since she stayed til 4am
the end.