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Nov 13, 2004 21:10

It's Saturday. I had like three things I really needed to get done. And I haven't done any of them. I did do a few productive things today. But I've really wasted this entire day. What the crap is wrong with me? I guess I have a few ideas. Everything is so gay right now. I swing back and forth from being angry to sad to mostly okay, and back through again. Arg.

Well I'm going to try to grow my hair out. I'm not sure how long I will be able to stand it. But now is as good a time as any. And it's already so long. And this way I won't have to pay for haircuts or make the time and find a way to get somewhere. I had Becky trim it today. So there's my one hair cut for the semester.

Stupid me. I could have gotten so much done today. I'm kicking myself now. Kind of. I still have no motivation to do any of it. It's 9:15 and I would be totally content going to sleep right now, knowing I won't be doing any homework tomorrow. This semester is spending me. Why does life have to be so retarded sometimes? I hate the little things that get to me that I know have no basis. So really the question is why do I have to be so retarded sometimes?

Insane in the membrane. yeah. Mark has an odd selection of music. 311, Def Leppard, Black Eyed Peas, AC/DC, Nate Dogg, Boston, The Scorpions, Bone Thugs and Harmony, even Josh Groban. The list goes on. And I'm just thinking out loud now. Well, I will start on a biology paper, just so I can go to sleep feeling like I accomplished something. Even if it is just a heading on a paper.
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