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Realized something interesting about myself today...
I don't like being non-talky with the people I care about at -all- for the first couple of days, and get pretty damn lonely and need-a-hugish. Then... about 3 days after they stop talking to me... it all goes away, and there's a moment of normalcy. I still want to talk to them, but... I don't need it to be happy or anything else. It's a little odd. It's like how you want to talk to your best friend ever if they've been away for a while. So when I do talk to them again, I'm usually pretty happy to see 'em, and that's about it. No "OMG, You're BACK!! *Squee, is back to being happy now*" Just "Oh, hey! Welcome back, I missed ya... how was it" sorta thing. I dunno... it's weird. If you'd asked me last night about something like this, I'd've called you a damn liar and tried to eat your brains.
Also: I apparently hate using titles on my journal entries...
I don't like being non-talky with the people I care about at -all- for the first couple of days, and get pretty damn lonely and need-a-hugish. Then... about 3 days after they stop talking to me... it all goes away, and there's a moment of normalcy. I still want to talk to them, but... I don't need it to be happy or anything else. It's a little odd. It's like how you want to talk to your best friend ever if they've been away for a while. So when I do talk to them again, I'm usually pretty happy to see 'em, and that's about it. No "OMG, You're BACK!! *Squee, is back to being happy now*" Just "Oh, hey! Welcome back, I missed ya... how was it" sorta thing. I dunno... it's weird. If you'd asked me last night about something like this, I'd've called you a damn liar and tried to eat your brains.
Also: I apparently hate using titles on my journal entries...