I'm caught in my head and I can't get out

[daggerinmysmile]

Do you ever wish you could just run away from your thoughts? Maybe that's why the entertainment business is so lucrative. No one wants to face themselves, think about themselves or focus on how empty their lives really are. So they stare at a TV for hours on end. I'm glad to say I don't do that but I'm getting real tired of my thoughts and the endless cycle they seem to be stuck in. Somehow I with I could just let all my thought spill out of my head. I have so much I want to say to people but I never do and if I try it never comes out the way I want. Somehow I always end up sounding silly and pretentious. If only I could communicate to people the way I talk to myself.
Last night we had a "party" I don't know how successful it was because most people left pretty early. Although it was on a Sunday night.

I want a crush. But only if it's mutual.