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I always get really psyched for things/plans with people, then they fall through. Why?? It makes me really frustrated. Even little things. Sometimes things get really tiring. I'm tired in a lot of ways actually. I need to finish my lab notebook, on another note, but have to get up early for ultimate tourney tomorrow. AARghhhshshhh. NMR is silly. And I hate discussions in class. Had to be one of a few discussion leaders in WGST today. I actually said something, which is good, because I've commented exactly four times this term. Yes, I keep track. I just always feel stupid because I don't have an ardent opinion on a lot of the subjects, so it's hard to get into discussions. The class just doesn't interest me. I wish everything was like math. I'm just really dumb in discussions and it makes me mad. I think I would go INSANE if I were a humanities major. Absolutely insane. God. I'm just frustrated about a lot of things. And what am I going to do in the spring, now? I guess I need an internship.
I've been able to sleep in during two weekends this term. All others I haven't been able to sleep past 8 because of various activities. This gets tiring, in both senses of the word. I'm also lonely. Last year was a bust, pretty much. Uhhhh. At least I get to go to Germany in a few weeks. a month or so i guess.
I've been able to sleep in during two weekends this term. All others I haven't been able to sleep past 8 because of various activities. This gets tiring, in both senses of the word. I'm also lonely. Last year was a bust, pretty much. Uhhhh. At least I get to go to Germany in a few weeks. a month or so i guess.