reflections and whatnots

Dec 10, 2004 02:40

the adjacently hung self mutilating silence that captures us all
is now the death of me

i sit alone in my corner staring out a window watching as the rain falls in the night
as each drop falls i see a memory of my past as it hits the ground
remembering those days is like a sharp knife to my back
hearing the rain fall is like laughter and crys in my mind
i can't forget anything i've ever done, good or bad, boring or fun

as i light up this cig i see one memory i wish not to
i see her smiling, then laughing, and crying... all in my arms
the times shared, the sunrises watched, the feelings of care
was this all just forgot.. who knows why we feel
but the rainfall is just to reveal
our true selves

Today i sat around my house just remembering everything... things i tried to forget and things i tried to remember in the past.. well today they all just came to me.. it was soo much more fun back then.. now it just seems like a pain in the ass to wake up everday.. well maybe with this band thing it'll be a little more fun
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