yet another
damn i have too many of these little online journal things.. but either which way.. yeah so i'm calm now.. done hating the world. now i'm just hating myself.. cuz i hurt myself again.. oh well... hehe.. but one thing i'd love to know is why, whenever we think that something good is going to happen we build ourselves up for it.. knowing that we could be let down and the let down could be hard as shit.. i hate falling for ppl knowing i'm just gonna be hurt.. why am i so fuckin emo.. damnit. ahh. i wish i had something to smoke right now.. but either way.
went to the mill tonight.. fuckin left cuz it was damn cold.. joey and them ended up having to hide from a cop or some shit.. i dunno wasnt there.. wasnt cold.. i'm good.. hehe
on a final note.. my conclusion from like a year ago. yup life does suck.. then ya die.. but its the good parts inbetween that keep ya alive.. along with great friends..
NO MATTER HOW MAD I AM JESSI... I LOVE YA LOTS... THANKS FER PUTTIN UP WITH MY RETARTEDNESS
went to the mill tonight.. fuckin left cuz it was damn cold.. joey and them ended up having to hide from a cop or some shit.. i dunno wasnt there.. wasnt cold.. i'm good.. hehe
on a final note.. my conclusion from like a year ago. yup life does suck.. then ya die.. but its the good parts inbetween that keep ya alive.. along with great friends..
NO MATTER HOW MAD I AM JESSI... I LOVE YA LOTS... THANKS FER PUTTIN UP WITH MY RETARTEDNESS