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why does it change everything when you replace the words "hanging out" with "date." we've been hanging out for almost 2 months...tomorrow there's a date. and im nervous. i feel like im 15 again, the girly side is coming out; trying to figure out what to wear and already worried about what he's going to think. i have nothing to be stressed about, we already know eachother. "dating" is the most ridiculous ritual ever. i dont need a label to know how he feels, it's like another thing corporate america made up to make money. one day when i am saving the corporate world in my big job in some fast-paced city i will fix this dating/money making scheme. get ready everyone. it's all going to change.
this messing up everything. i had a plan, it didnt have another person in it. life was going really well and i was doing awesome on my own. stupid crush had to ruin it. this really doesnt fit into how ive planned things for myself. maybe im just scared to do this again...because im finally happy with myself and ive found it on my own.
this messing up everything. i had a plan, it didnt have another person in it. life was going really well and i was doing awesome on my own. stupid crush had to ruin it. this really doesnt fit into how ive planned things for myself. maybe im just scared to do this again...because im finally happy with myself and ive found it on my own.