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ever have a friend that you considered "your bestest buddy in the whole wide world"? the one person who knew pretty much all there is to know about you? who loved you for being you even though you sometimes consisted of bitterness, anger, and curses?
and then that friend got herself a boyfriend and just like that.... your friendship was just a mirage, just a stupid nonexistent dream. everytime you did try and see her, he was there with her. (not that you dislike the kid, but you just can't talk like girls with a boy there... you know?)
she came to see you on your birthday with him in the car and your day was cut short because they had dinner plans that same night. even though they see each other four hundred times more than you see her, your birthday time with her was cut short because they needed to go eat dinner like they do every other single night leaving you alone with a half-melted cake that they gave you to eat all by yourself.
she invited you to come along on a church trip only to leave you by yourself 97 percent of the time.
she didn't see your play in which you got your first lead because she had a date with her significant other who sees her four hundred times more than you do.
....... i'm not bitter
....... i'm not sad
....... i'm not lonely
....... i'm not even here anymore.
and then that friend got herself a boyfriend and just like that.... your friendship was just a mirage, just a stupid nonexistent dream. everytime you did try and see her, he was there with her. (not that you dislike the kid, but you just can't talk like girls with a boy there... you know?)
she came to see you on your birthday with him in the car and your day was cut short because they had dinner plans that same night. even though they see each other four hundred times more than you see her, your birthday time with her was cut short because they needed to go eat dinner like they do every other single night leaving you alone with a half-melted cake that they gave you to eat all by yourself.
she invited you to come along on a church trip only to leave you by yourself 97 percent of the time.
she didn't see your play in which you got your first lead because she had a date with her significant other who sees her four hundred times more than you do.
....... i'm not bitter
....... i'm not sad
....... i'm not lonely
....... i'm not even here anymore.