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I am sad...I am single. I have a Mint Julep to make me almost smile.
Our trip to New York was amazing...
Unfortuntaley on the way home we decided we should take a break. There are certain aspects of our relationship, on both sides, that we both need to put behind us, or figure out that they can't be put aside. There are flaws in myself, that I need to explore, and to understand more fully. There are things that I want...that I know are not reasonable...but, unfortunately the desire isn't ruled by thought alone. There are things that she wants from me...that I just can't give her right now...that I need to learn how to give.
I love that girl...with all my heart...and...being away from her, will tear me apart. But I will try to move forward, fix what needs fixing. forgive and forget the things that need forgetting...and be the man that not only does she need...but that she truly deserves...
Wish *us* luck. Or don't...I really believe that this is what we need...and I believe that she does too (or she wouldn't have suggested it)....
Later all...
Our trip to New York was amazing...
Unfortuntaley on the way home we decided we should take a break. There are certain aspects of our relationship, on both sides, that we both need to put behind us, or figure out that they can't be put aside. There are flaws in myself, that I need to explore, and to understand more fully. There are things that I want...that I know are not reasonable...but, unfortunately the desire isn't ruled by thought alone. There are things that she wants from me...that I just can't give her right now...that I need to learn how to give.
I love that girl...with all my heart...and...being away from her, will tear me apart. But I will try to move forward, fix what needs fixing. forgive and forget the things that need forgetting...and be the man that not only does she need...but that she truly deserves...
Wish *us* luck. Or don't...I really believe that this is what we need...and I believe that she does too (or she wouldn't have suggested it)....
Later all...