Apr 30, 2007 08:00
I'm alive and well.
Somedays are better than others and other days are worse. I'm trying to reach a point where I am happy with me, for me, without having to feel/have someone else tell me that I should be happy for myself.
Trying to lose some weight and reach a physique that I am happy with. I've started going to the gym more regularly...I'm hoping in a month or two I'll be able to see the results.
It is like I am looking at myself through a glass. I can only see the most prominent features, which for me, when looking inside myself are the failures that I have. I am trying to learn how to change that so that I see the good first.
I've been listening to a CD that I have by a favourite artist that is almost entirely in Portugese. Bixio and Homens being two of my favourite songs on the album.
To those of you reading this who are in a hard spot in your life too. I hope you are doing well, and you will survive the trials you are facing. *hug*