Mar 18, 2004 23:59
Today was extremely messed up. It was a snow day, which was good and when I woke up my dad wasn't home and that was good, but not much else was.
After I got out of my shower I went directly for the computer. Chris was there (hey something else that was good!) so I sat down and talked with her online for a while. We were flirting but then she goes off about her stupid survey crap. She really pissed me off, so I went to go get dressed and get a cup of tea. I had been determined to not get pissed, but everything she said just got me more and more angry. So she had to leave, and that was it. I went around the house slamming things and swearing.
She calls me up not too much later. I would have been angry at her, but I was too shocked. We talked and resolved the fight, but my day was already ruined.
I thought I was better, but I couldn't seem to take an interest in anything. I got to the point where I was just moping around looking for something to do. 9:30 I got to talk to Chris again, but it was like my brain was scrambled. I couldn't think or anything. I'd claim I was unconscious, but I know I could see. It took her a while, but she cheered me up. No matter what, I will always lover her, and I won't let anything, not even her bitch of a mother get in the way of that.