Too much crap to take
I really can't take all this shit. On top of history test, sculpture, pre-calc, other school shit, I have to support Chris through all her troubles, deal with my parents, find a job, and remember countless little things. It's too much.
I feel bad for Chris. I really want to help her. The thing is, with most of her problems, all I can do is be supportive. Only lately, I've been snapping at her. It's just so hard to stand aside and watch her take so much abuse. I also feel selfish, cause I don't want to do some of the things she ropes me into, so I start acting like a jerk. I don't mean to. I just want to help her.
Then my parents are always acting like a zarking rode block. I mean, even when I tell them stuff ahead of time, unless I make specific plans, they just sit around on the couch. It's not my fault I need them for so much. I'd be out of there hair alot more if they had gotten off their asses and gotten me my license.
Every-thing's just built up so much. Even people at school are pissing me off more with their whole "but it all reflects back on me" bullshit, stupid self-centered fucks. Today was actually looking like a good day, but this has just degraded me to a moping wad of depression. Tomorrow will be better. A shower and some sleep will do me a world of good. Too bad I won't see either for a while longer.
I feel bad for Chris. I really want to help her. The thing is, with most of her problems, all I can do is be supportive. Only lately, I've been snapping at her. It's just so hard to stand aside and watch her take so much abuse. I also feel selfish, cause I don't want to do some of the things she ropes me into, so I start acting like a jerk. I don't mean to. I just want to help her.
Then my parents are always acting like a zarking rode block. I mean, even when I tell them stuff ahead of time, unless I make specific plans, they just sit around on the couch. It's not my fault I need them for so much. I'd be out of there hair alot more if they had gotten off their asses and gotten me my license.
Every-thing's just built up so much. Even people at school are pissing me off more with their whole "but it all reflects back on me" bullshit, stupid self-centered fucks. Today was actually looking like a good day, but this has just degraded me to a moping wad of depression. Tomorrow will be better. A shower and some sleep will do me a world of good. Too bad I won't see either for a while longer.