No matter how fast I run I can't shake this bad feeling.
I'm still a long way to happy.I can't stand and face the betrayal,
The hurt I allowed you to embed in me, because i wanted so badly to be loved. i needed so badly for someone to save me from myself and i didn't want it to be me. The lies you tell me don't hurt as much as the ones i tell myself.
Self imposed prision
brutalised by betrayal
You're lying to me
i'm lying to myself
Teaching you to treat me
To put me through this hell
if you give into yourself
Every man's got love to sell.
"so you choose to force your hand
what a strange way to make friends
and you always change the rules so the drama never ends"
The hurt I allowed you to embed in me, because i wanted so badly to be loved. i needed so badly for someone to save me from myself and i didn't want it to be me. The lies you tell me don't hurt as much as the ones i tell myself.
Self imposed prision
brutalised by betrayal
You're lying to me
i'm lying to myself
Teaching you to treat me
To put me through this hell
if you give into yourself
Every man's got love to sell.
"so you choose to force your hand
what a strange way to make friends
and you always change the rules so the drama never ends"