Jul 11, 2006 22:23
My heart gets away from me a little sometimes... it runs and runs and runs never letting my head catch up and by the time my head's caught up I've already made one too many mistakes. Then i spend some time with people who think I'm wonderful not cash refundable.... AND IT ALL COMES BACK TO ME....
I will always remember you for the liar you ARE...
You lie to me to make me more malleable...
You need me more than you love me....
I can remember every single thing you said and all the shit that somehow came along with it....
And I can't decide whether it is me I need to forgive or if it is YOU? But I know whichever it is I can't do it and I really can't do it with your lies of persuasion. And even when the alcohol is gone... YOU STILL LIED. I played a part with my gullibilty flaw. You were the one who kicked me out and therefore YOU are the one who gifted me with sight. So thank you for making me a little stronger, wiser, making me fight a bit harder.... for my sense of sanity.