This is me not crying... any more... bring back the cold.
Glass and blood, stitches and bruises, I've lost the me in you, chose my path of self destruction, the trojan in my world who tells them all how I feel. All I want is to be cold so I can freeze the hurt from my blood. I'm leaking life. I can't find the way home and I haven't any red shoes. my world is full of people and I've never felt so alone. I really can't be saved from myself. I forgot how to breathe and how to live but I somehow got stuck on survive. I've lost everything that I've known, but I guess it only feels like that because I saw what it could be like. I did the maths and hated the answer. What does it matter becuase I'm not worth the space I take up anyway, so how's about you take it back. Shoulda realised I'll never be anything. Fuck it... take it all. Broken and broke is all I know and groundhog day back to square one. Maybe I'll stand on the start button and never roll a six, it's easier than getting false hopes. Said my piece and got damned for it, hurt my own. I provided the blade. Cursed for feeling and not thinking, bought my pain, just another victim of myself. So I showed you all that I'm not worth it so you can all hate me as much as I hate myself. All you see is failure, disappointment and weakness... so why should I see anything different. Everyone's here and I've never felt so alone, here comes the cold.
"Dress me up in stitches it's now or never
Dying to get my blood on you
How can you go on when you're murdering someone
Killing me like you do
Gimme stitches now or never"- Foo Fighters
"How can I ever satisfy you
An how can I ever make you see
That deep inside we're all somebody
An it don't matter who you wanna be"- Guns n Roses
"They dedicate their lives
To running all of his
He tries to please them all
This bitter man he is
Throughout his life the same
He’s battled constantly
This fight he cannot win" - Metallica
"There is this place inside
Where all the good things die
Sometimes I feel like a whore
I hate the way I am around you
(I’m so nervous and weird)
Sometimes I feel like i’m
Breathing underwater
You treat me like I am on fire
Like I’m something to eat
You make me hate what I see
When I see me" - Everclear
"Dress me up in stitches it's now or never
Dying to get my blood on you
How can you go on when you're murdering someone
Killing me like you do
Gimme stitches now or never"- Foo Fighters
"How can I ever satisfy you
An how can I ever make you see
That deep inside we're all somebody
An it don't matter who you wanna be"- Guns n Roses
"They dedicate their lives
To running all of his
He tries to please them all
This bitter man he is
Throughout his life the same
He’s battled constantly
This fight he cannot win" - Metallica
"There is this place inside
Where all the good things die
Sometimes I feel like a whore
I hate the way I am around you
(I’m so nervous and weird)
Sometimes I feel like i’m
Breathing underwater
You treat me like I am on fire
Like I’m something to eat
You make me hate what I see
When I see me" - Everclear