*Faints*

Aug 24, 2005 14:39

Meh, I dunno why I'm typing in my journal today. Am just annoyed with my moodiness at the moment. My hormones are going berserk and my head hurts so I think my wisdom teeth are having another go. Had to cancel on someone else's invite plans too *sigh*.

Went shopping for new boots but my legs are too fat to fit in them. And I can't get fat boots because my legs are too thin for those. The Cinema Store didn't have a decent William poster (in stock) but luckily I purchased a Nightmare Before Christmas one for less than I would online. Might consider paying that extra for that one CATCF poster I like over the internet.

I want to see my room. I think I'm going to paint it a lilacy colour and then put in Burtonesque black curly patterns in the corner and on the pillars. Got obsessed with the most amazing Tim Burton style bowl I saw in Jessops today. It was white with a black swirl in it. I love swirls and curls :D but not too swirly or that would make me crazy.

Oh I wish I didn't feel like this. I'm all soggy and damp from the rain and I keep getting so stressed I just want to curl up in a ball and cry. I keep feeling like I let everyone down, and at the same time the world doesn't want to wait for me. Mum made me feel awful today when I was browsing in the Cinema Store, complaining that I was making everyone wait. But I'm not sure that's entirely fair. They always bugger off and leave me, and they've only just come back from a 2 week holiday where I was also left alone.

*Sighs again*
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