To he who will never read this

Jul 23, 2005 16:48

You're pathetic. You throw away 5 years of love and friendship because you want another girl and I probably threatened your chances with her. And you got her, and you treated her like shit too. And you ditched her after only 3 weeks because she was too "depressive". You make me sick. You treated me like shit for someone you ended up hurting almost as much. You've lost everything you ever cared about. You've lost everyone who cared for you. I thought you were becoming special, but it was only because you made me happy and now I hope you won't be happy until your soul is no longer absent. I don't dislike you because you wouldn't love me. I abandoned you because you had no heart, and you treated me like a stalker. Self-involved me who you once said "understood you like no other". You're so lost. You're so wrong. I've taken the other friend you had and hurt, she's my friend now, and YOU LOSE.

I'm going to find someone who will treat me with love and respect. You'll never see me again unless you come to my door, which you would never do. You're lazy and a coward. Being young is no excuse. You're despicable. You said you hated who you were becoming, and instead of changing that, you carried on. You'll be the nothing you fear.

Don't laugh at me
Don't look away
You'll follow me back with the sun in your eyes
And on your own

When you were happy


VER. 1
Name? Marielle
Birthdate? Feb 21 1986
Birthplace? Nottingham
Location? Gedling
Eye colour? Dark brown
Hair colour? Dark brown with red traces
Height? 5'5" ish
Righty/lefty? Righty
Zodiac sign? Pisces
Innie/outtie? Innie

VER. 2
Describe...
Your heritage? English
The shoes you wore today? Shoes are for non-hermits
Your weakness? Falling in love with the wrong people, depressive tendencies
Your fears? Being alone (in the long term sense, not the "omg I can't sit on my own anywhere" kind of thing), wasps, death
Your perfect pizza? Tuna and sweetcorn from Pizza Hut
One thing you’d like to achieve? Actually have someone love me in return, in that way.

VER. 3
What’s your most overused word/phrase? "I was like"
Your first thoughts waking up? Stupid cat
The first feature you notice on someone? Hair, eyes
Your best physical features? Waist, my feet are sometimes cute, my eyes can be hot
Your bedtime? When I get tired, usually after 10 sometime.
Your most missed something? Being allowed to love, and at the same time, going to drama when it was good

VER. 4
Pepsi/Coke? Pepsi
McD’s/BK? Neither really, but at least BK isn't teeming with chavs
Single/group dates? Single
Adidas/Nike? Neither - what Chav wrote this quiz?
Chocolate/vanilla? Chocolate
Cappuccino/coffee? I don't actually know what cappuchino tastes like
Boxers/briefs? I wear briefs but boxers look more fun

VER. 5
Do you smoke? Nope
Curse? Yeah
Do you think you’ve been in love? Yes
Want to go to college? What for? I've already been once. I'm going into second year of Uni soon...
Liked high school? It was ok. Uni's better.
Want to get married? I guess...I mean yes, but only because I want to
Type with fingers on the right keys? I didn't learn how to type correctly, but I can still type pretty fast
Get motion sickness? Only in some vehicles
Think you’re attractive? More so than I have ever been
Think you’re a health freak? LMAO she who eats chocolate for breakfast
Get along with parents? Yeah, David bugs me a fair bit but that's my own fault
Like thunderstorms? Yeah except the one a week or so ago that I swear struck a house nearby and I heard kids scream

VER. 6
In the last month did you...
Consume alcohol? Yeah
Have sex? I'm a virgin. Deal with it.
Go on a date? No
Go to the mall? No
Eat an entire box of Oreos? No
Eat sushi? Nope
Go skating? Nope
Make homemade cookies? Nope
Go skinny dipping? Lol no
Dye your hair? Nope not recently
Steal something? Don't think so.

VER. 7
Have you ever...
Played a game that required removal of clothing? Yes
Been trashed or completely intoxicated? I guess so, but I can still think a bit
Been called a "tease"? I think so
Shoplifted? No

VER. 8
Age you hope to be married? Before I'm 30
Age you hope to have kids? Dunno
How do you want to die? Painlessly
Where do you want to go to college? We already covered this
What do you want to be when you grow up? In love, comfortably well off, happy
Most want to visit? New York, various areas of France, Venice...
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