Forever
Is forever really so bad a thing to wish for? There's a little thing that my friends and I do. Anytime its three or more of the same number on the clock (ex. 2:22), we make a wish. When that happened I told Travis to make a wish. He told me his wish, and he asked me what mine was. I told him I'd tell him later. I want to, but I don't. Anytime I mention forever, he gets scared. What he doesn't know is any time I make a wish, I wish for us to be together, forever. Is it such a bad thing to want? Is it wrong ot want the fairy tale? To meet the perfect guy in high school, date him, and then get married and be together forever? I feel like I've found perfect in Travis, just the execution of forever is kind of... elusive. Things seem so hopeless. I can't get him to talk about the future. He gets so scared. But talking about the future makes me feel secure...